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Hi, I'm Christie. California. September 24th. Have a good day (:
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I have so much of you in my heart.

John Keats  (via amortizing)

Can we go back to normal? I miss the way we used to be. I understand where you’re coming from. I really do. We’re young. We have our whole life ahead of us. We both don’t know what the future holds. I’m not asking you to marry me. If this is real, if I’m what you want, you don’t need to leave. All I ask is that you be honest with me, stay loyal, and love me. Love can be scary sometimes. But let’s just go with it and see where it takes us. One step a time baby, I got you.

bombsinyourbones:

my sadness is not
a cut for you to bandage
and it is not
a bruise for you to kiss

i am not waiting
for you to save me
i am hoping you will love me
while i rescue myself

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here

lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

Magic exists. Who can doubt it, when there are rainbows and wildflowers, the music of the wind and the silence of the stars? Anyone who has loved has been touched by magic. It is such a simple and such an extraordinary part of the lives we live.

― Nora Roberts (via psych-quotes)

It’s okay to play those sad songs. It’s okay to cry for a while. It’s okay to miss them. It’s okay to want to text them all the time and tell them to come back. It’s okay to feel empty for a while. It’s okay to be sad. People get told far too often to just “get over it” and move on, but you don’t have to. Don’t let anyone try to tell you that letting go of someone you love is some instantaneous event. It’s a series of lonely nights, empty tears and serious self control that help you move on. It’s okay that you’re hurting right now. You might hurt for a while, but you know what? At the end of all this pain you will realize that you deserve better than this pain and you will be stronger. Go on and listen to sad music. Go ahead and cry. Write that text you’ll never send. Be sad for tonight or however long it takes. But know this, you are stronger than this and everything will work out. Chin up, buttercup. You’re going to be just fine.

(via anna-tran)

I still feel empty


3 a.m. friends

3 a.m. friends

I keep telling myself “Damn, this really hurts. He doesn’t really love you.”

What interests me the most, is a person’s mind.

Their stories, their thoughts. The memories. The secrets that lay dormant in their head, waiting to be told. I find it so interesting. Cause I have been through a lot. And I am just fascinated by other’s struggles. Everyone has their own struggle. I love learning about someones life. How they came to be the person they are today, why they act or talk the way they do. It’s just very interesting.

Nobody could understand the pain I’m going through

This hurts really bad. I haven’t eaten anything all day. I feel like my world just crashed down on me and I don’t know what to feel or think. I’m questioning everything. I feel like if he really loved me he wouldn’t do this to me. Like how could he? I did everything for him. I wanted to always cater to him because I felt like he deserved all of the love I could offer. But I guess it really isn’t enough. I’m scared because I don’t know if I can take him back even though I really want to. I don’t know if I can put myself through that. That just breaks my heart if I don’t take him back. I don’t know if we can recover from this. It sucks. It hurts really bad. What’s heart breaking is sometimes love just isn’t enough